Memories ♥

ferris wheel can give you the feeling of happiness, I can give you the real happiness.

you're my moon, I can only see you in the darkness but no one.

there're lights, the brightest is me and you, our love.

Our love is much more than a visit of merlion

(Photo wordings written by my boy, JimmyAng.)

8 May 2009

It was like the worst day of my life, at the end of the day. Went down bugis with my sister, it was very long after sometime that i accompanied my sister out. Many things happen. Starting from last monday onwards i was with staciy for almost everyday. Bugis was one of the place where we went. There we met apple, daniel, joel and co. From that day onwards, i made a terrible mistake by falling for a guy which i don't really know. I didn't know this mistake would end up so serious. Having trapped in this illusion, i didn't know that i have done something very wrong. I started to have feelings for apple. Time spend, 4days. And i had feelings for him. But friday was when it ended... My dear broke up with me. After returning the usb cable to him, i really thought it was the end. But in reality, it wasn't. Around 10pm going to 11, when we were at big bird ready to order our food. Out of the blue, dear appeared. We were shocked, especially daniel who told him that we were at clementi. Talked about 2-3 hours near big bird. At that time, i didn't know what to do. Everything was blank. Words in, words out. Don't know what to believe. It was a torture. The only words that keep running inside my mind was dear's words " if you don't follow me and stay here, you'll regret ." I didn't know why this few words were inside my mind. Fucking stress at that point. The ending... i got into dear's cab, pulled along charis and ming and we headed to boat quay. Felt really peaceful in the cab. No more talking, no people kaopei, no stress, no smashing of glass bottle. Stopped at mac, because charis was hungry. The conversation continued, in the end, we patched. The words that were in my mind at that time, made me never regret what i have chosen. I know i should not have any, even a slightest feeling to anyone when i already have a boyfriend. But i didn't know why until the truth about everything came to light. Heard alot of things which i didn't even know in the first place. If i knew what was his real side of him, i would definitely not have any feelings. I was blinded by people who treat me good on the surface, that was why i was so easily cheated by people in the past. I thought i have become cleverer and know what or who is right, but in the end i was just as stupid as before. Not knowing right from wrong. I sincerely apologise to my dearest boyfriend for cheating on him. I'm really sorry, dear. D:

9 May 2009

Everthing came to an end. Thank you dear for giving me one last chance to amend my mistakes. The promises i have made will be done. Never will i forget your chance despite being hurt by me. I'm sorry, once again. Left dear's house around 10. Before that staciy came over to talk to me. I really can't afford to lose such a good friend like her. I know i've let her down many times, i'm sorry girl. Cabbed down to see the merlion. Although it has been in singapore for many years, we suddenly felt like going over to see the view. It was very beautiful. Talked our hearts out at that place. At first we thought it was a romantic place but when we reached there were many people ._. Talking half way, suddenly a little cockraoch ran out from no where. Scary manszx. After that cabbed down to boat quay again. Drink until about 5 plus then cabbed home to dear's house to sleep. So tired lorhs.

10 May 2009
Happy Mother's Day! (: Love my mummy loads! Slept till afternoon before heading to accompany my family for mother's day dinner. Around 6plus dear's auntie said she wanted him to see a house that his mother and auntie want to buy for him. So i went along toos (: The area was small, house was small toos. But it was quite messy inside. It doesn't matter anyway because everything would be moved away. Around 7plus then cabbed down to hougang mall. After eating my father fetched me back to dear's house. Slacked there awhile before going to changi hospital because dear want to take mc. Left there around 11plus, cabbed down to geylang lor 9. Had the famous beef hor fan. It was damn nice! A must try! (: Then went to find denny at the lan. Played chinese version of dota. So boring canszx! After that we walked to a gambling lan shop. Everyone was using computers to bet here bet there. Dear and denny played jackpot. The worst game to earn money -.- Anyways headed to grandlink to play audi and english version of dota. And know what happened... my dear, a first time beginner, GODLIKE me! >:( Nevermind, i'll own him some day (:

11 May 2009

Wake up around evening. Dear decided to prepare dinner by himself. So we went to ntuc to buy all the grocery we needed. Chopping, shredding, stirring, slicing. It was a tough job to cook. But the end product was.. only one word can describe it 'Delicious!' First time my boyfriend cook for me. So honoured.. Aww~ ♥


So serious chopping the meat...

Chop, chop chop...

Marinating the pork.

Its done (: waiting...

Chopping again, but this time its mushhroom...

*shocked!?

Time to fryy...

Is it that scary? x:

Hmm, finally its testing time...

What a mess!

Spegetti boiling... * sorry don't know how to spell x:


The end product (:

*yummies!

Mmm...

A little of martell with cherryade (:

A photo taken with my beloved sister, miss those times...

The photos describe everything in my mind ♥

Every little things that he do, it makes my heart grow fonder and fonder. Nothing will be able to describe the love i have for him. Last but not least, 'iloveyou' ♥