Love, an addictive drug

2010-03-16T18:20:00.002+08:00

Blog link is changed to: www.sensational-ove.blogspot.com

2009-06-26T19:13:00.004+08:00

Currently at dear's house now. Reached here around 5+. First time come to his house without him around, quite wierd. :x Anyway came early to help him tidy up his room. So messy. Now waiting for time to pass. Later will be going to cck to meet him, can't wait :o Miss him alot during the weekdays. Its a torture to can't have your love one beside you every minute. How i miss him manszx... Finally can see him, so happy. (: Want to hug & kiss him. Hahs. Alright, end here for now. Its been a long time since i've uploaded any photos. :x blogging less because broadband kana confiscated -.-

I love my boyfriend tons.
Missing him as much as before.
I want to hug my baby now!

2009-06-07T17:30:00.003+08:00

Happy Six Months, Baby! ♥

Its been half a year. Omg! That's long ayes. Had gone through many many things; happiness, sadness, etc. There were many places, where you were the first to bring me. There were many things, which you were the first to do for me. Many memories we had. Never, not even one was forgotten. From the very first day we met until now, it will be kept in my heart and mind forever. My love for you gets stronger every minute, day and each moment i see you. Your smile is the sweetest of all. Just being by your side is what i call, happiness and contentment. Time really pass very quickly when i'm with you. I love you, my dear.

planning to go to korea for our one year anniversary.
getting our couple phone by next month.
saving up for the future.

Loving you with all my heart, Being there for you always, Sharing your joy and pains.

sevendecember'08 ; it was the sweetest moment ever. You hugged me, held my hand and gave me a good bye kiss. I'll never forget it.

sevenjune'09 ; half a year has pass. You hugged me, held my hand, gave me a sense of security, made me love you more and more and showed me the meaning what love is about. I'll never let you go.

Baby. you're mine forever. 永远爱着你！

-sarah ♥ jimmy-

2009-06-04T16:17:00.002+08:00

I MISS HIM :(

Many things happen these few days.

I just want our life to be happy, that's all.
I want to be a sweet couple with you.
I want you to hug me tight and say 'i love you'.
I want to go on my first tour with you to korea.
I want to watch my first sight of snow with you.
I want our happy moments.
I want you to trust me once more.
I want you to sleep peacefully with no worries in your mind.
I want you to think of me every minute like what i'm doing now, thinking of you.
I want our future to be a happy one with lots of sweet memories in it.

Like i said and repeated many times, i'll keep all the promise i've made. From today onwards there will not be anymore problems between us, i promise.

3 more days... ♥

i love you my dearest.

2009-05-28T10:45:00.000+08:00

Why does things always has to end up like this?

Yesterday i was missing him. Now my heart aches, like its gonna break into two.
I know that's all my fault for making you so stress.
I know you can't have a good sleep everynight in camp.
I know when you're in camp and i'm outside, you'll think alot.
I know once there's a scar, it won't be easy to forget or even remove it.
I know everyday you worry what i'm doing outside which you can't see and know.
I know that i've made you very sad and disappointed.

But

I know i love you alot and i'm willing to change to be a better girlfriend.
I know you'll surely think alot in camp so i kept my promise by staying at home and be a good girl.
I know that you're having alot of problems in camp so i'm willing to share your stress with you.
I know army life is very tough so i'll listen to everything you ask me to do.
I know that weekends are the only time we can spend together so i kept my weekends free.
I know you care about me that's why you say those stuffs.
I know you are heart broken about that incident so i promise to change and i have.
I know everything, my dear, i really do.
And i know i really love you alot.

I'll keep all the promises that i've made.

2009-05-28T00:50:00.004+08:00

Aww~ how much i miss my boyfriend. Tons, lots, many, much... Haii, now at home thinking of him. Miss him like fuck, but he's not here. From this week onwards, he won't have anymore nights out unless he's performance is good in camp. *sadds! Dear and i spent 2 whole weeks together. Now, once he is not by my side i feel very wierd. Really miss his presence. All i can do now is wait for friday. Countdown: 1 and a 1/2 day. Will be sleeping soon. *yawns!

i miss your presence
i miss your gentleness
i miss your overwhelming care
i miss your soft hands holding mine when i'm asleep
i miss your cosy huggs
i miss your sweet expression when you smile
i miss your soft and touching words
i miss your outstanding cooking
i miss your craziness
i miss your 'cold' jokes which never fail to make me laugh out loud
i miss your solo-singing
i miss all the happy and precious memories we had
i miss those outings which were one-of-a-kind
i miss your everything, my dear ♥

Counting down to our 6th month (half a year) : 10 days / 240 hours / 14400 minutes / 864000 seconds
*Woo! That looks like a long time.
But 5 months have already pass. Another few days is worth waiting. No matter how far the future is ahead of us, i know we'll be in it together. Through sickness or health, through better or worst, through richer or poorer, i'll never leave you. Being by his side forever ♥

I Love You, Jimmy Ang, to the max!

Happy Birthday To Charis,♥

2009-05-15T22:29:00.006+08:00

Happy birthday to my dearest sister, Charis Pang!

Its been fifteen years with her, and all i have to say is she's such a lovable girl. Despite at times she make me fucking angry with her, but... since she'll be sister forever, let it pass on and we'll still be sisters for life. (: No matter what happens, i know she'll be there for me. Thanks for letting me be such a fortunate girl with a sister like you. Even at times when we disagree with each other, at the end., we still will agree with each other. Last but not least, iloveyou tons meimei ♥

Enjoy your fifteen'th birthday! -3-

Memories ♥

2009-05-13T18:50:00.002+08:00

ferris wheel can give you the feeling of happiness, I can give you the real happiness.

you're my moon, I can only see you in the darkness but no one.

there're lights, the brightest is me and you, our love.

Our love is much more than a visit of merlion

(Photo wordings written by my boy, JimmyAng.)

8 May 2009

It was like the worst day of my life, at the end of the day. Went down bugis with my sister, it was very long after sometime that i accompanied my sister out. Many things happen. Starting from last monday onwards i was with staciy for almost everyday. Bugis was one of the place where we went. There we met apple, daniel, joel and co. From that day onwards, i made a terrible mistake by falling for a guy which i don't really know. I didn't know this mistake would end up so serious. Having trapped in this illusion, i didn't know that i have done something very wrong. I started to have feelings for apple. Time spend, 4days. And i had feelings for him. But friday was when it ended... My dear broke up with me. After returning the usb cable to him, i really thought it was the end. But in reality, it wasn't. Around 10pm going to 11, when we were at big bird ready to order our food. Out of the blue, dear appeared. We were shocked, especially daniel who told him that we were at clementi. Talked about 2-3 hours near big bird. At that time, i didn't know what to do. Everything was blank. Words in, words out. Don't know what to believe. It was a torture. The only words that keep running inside my mind was dear's words " if you don't follow me and stay here, you'll regret ." I didn't know why this few words were inside my mind. Fucking stress at that point. The ending... i got into dear's cab, pulled along charis and ming and we headed to boat quay. Felt really peaceful in the cab. No more talking, no people kaopei, no stress, no smashing of glass bottle. Stopped at mac, because charis was hungry. The conversation continued, in the end, we patched. The words that were in my mind at that time, made me never regret what i have chosen. I know i should not have any, even a slightest feeling to anyone when i already have a boyfriend. But i didn't know why until the truth about everything came to light. Heard alot of things which i didn't even know in the first place. If i knew what was his real side of him, i would definitely not have any feelings. I was blinded by people who treat me good on the surface, that was why i was so easily cheated by people in the past. I thought i have become cleverer and know what or who is right, but in the end i was just as stupid as before. Not knowing right from wrong. I sincerely apologise to my dearest boyfriend for cheating on him. I'm really sorry, dear. D:

9 May 2009

Everthing came to an end. Thank you dear for giving me one last chance to amend my mistakes. The promises i have made will be done. Never will i forget your chance despite being hurt by me. I'm sorry, once again. Left dear's house around 10. Before that staciy came over to talk to me. I really can't afford to lose such a good friend like her. I know i've let her down many times, i'm sorry girl. Cabbed down to see the merlion. Although it has been in singapore for many years, we suddenly felt like going over to see the view. It was very beautiful. Talked our hearts out at that place. At first we thought it was a romantic place but when we reached there were many people ._. Talking half way, suddenly a little cockraoch ran out from no where. Scary manszx. After that cabbed down to boat quay again. Drink until about 5 plus then cabbed home to dear's house to sleep. So tired lorhs.

10 May 2009
Happy Mother's Day! (: Love my mummy loads! Slept till afternoon before heading to accompany my family for mother's day dinner. Around 6plus dear's auntie said she wanted him to see a house that his mother and auntie want to buy for him. So i went along toos (: The area was small, house was small toos. But it was quite messy inside. It doesn't matter anyway because everything would be moved away. Around 7plus then cabbed down to hougang mall. After eating my father fetched me back to dear's house. Slacked there awhile before going to changi hospital because dear want to take mc. Left there around 11plus, cabbed down to geylang lor 9. Had the famous beef hor fan. It was damn nice! A must try! (: Then went to find denny at the lan. Played chinese version of dota. So boring canszx! After that we walked to a gambling lan shop. Everyone was using computers to bet here bet there. Dear and denny played jackpot. The worst game to earn money -.- Anyways headed to grandlink to play audi and english version of dota. And know what happened... my dear, a first time beginner, GODLIKE me! >:( Nevermind, i'll own him some day (:

11 May 2009

Wake up around evening. Dear decided to prepare dinner by himself. So we went to ntuc to buy all the grocery we needed. Chopping, shredding, stirring, slicing. It was a tough job to cook. But the end product was.. only one word can describe it 'Delicious!' First time my boyfriend cook for me. So honoured.. Aww~ ♥

So serious chopping the meat...

Chop, chop chop...

Marinating the pork.

Its done (: waiting...

Chopping again, but this time its mushhroom...

*shocked!?

Time to fryy...

Is it that scary? x:

Hmm, finally its testing time...

What a mess!

Spegetti boiling... * sorry don't know how to spell x:

The end product (:

*yummies!

Mmm...

A little of martell with cherryade (:

A photo taken with my beloved sister, miss those times...

The photos describe everything in my mind ♥

Every little things that he do, it makes my heart grow fonder and fonder. Nothing will be able to describe the love i have for him. Last but not least, 'iloveyou' ♥

2009-05-04T11:01:00.004+08:00

*yawns. Now i'm tired. Slept around 11plus yesterday. So shag siah. *continue from previous post* The guys (apple & daniel) came at around 9 in the morning, if i'm not wrong. Drinking session at 9am!? Crazy.. But we did it. Actually we drank around 10 because before that the guys were playing ban 'luck' again. I was like so tired already. At one part i really buey tahan liaos so i went to the living room to have a nap. After awhile the guys came out to drink. Apple leas? Like a pig sleeping in my sister's room with air con hors. I'm such a good host (: Hahs. The guys were like crazy. They added damn alot of martell into each cup. I drink a few mouth-full feel very seh liaos. Stupid siah. Then poor ming kana bullied by those older guys. They are such a bully manszx! Keep ask ming to drink & drink if not need to spin at a point. Ming already seh, face redred & want vomit like that, but they still ask him drink. -.- Anyways dear drank quite alot toos. *he help me drink finish my cup, if not i can't go sleep. D: BULLIES.. Actually dear want sleep liaos, but still continue play drinking games with them. Around noon liddat then we can sleep peacefully~ The 3/4 of martell was gone within 1 hour plus. Scaryy. Then apple woke up, snored like a pig. Hahs. They slacked there until around 4plus. Dear & i woke up at that time toos. Still very sleepy. Then mummy said they were on the way home already so we packed and left the house. But my father messaged dear to ask him when he was free to have a talk. Since we were early, we decided to settle it at that point, no use dragging it las. They talked until 8plus. After that my father treated us to dinner before sending dear back to camp. Had alot of fun for the past 3days. No parents, no troubles, no timings. It was such fun, espeacially getting to spend loads of time with my precious baby.

Alrights now in lecture hall blogging. :x I would sure fall asleep if there is nothing to do. It is boring here. Going to train dota now. Cyas(!)

2009-05-03T04:52:00.004+08:00

Went for a movie with dear and ming at gv, plaza sing. Watched the x-men origin, wolverine movie. It was damn nice can. (: Did'nt know it would be so nice to watch. People out there who haven't watch it yet must watch ehs (!) Hahs. Its really worth the money. After that cabbed back to dear's house to take back my things cum pack his things for later going back to camp. Around 3plus cabbed home with dear and ming again. And now we are here (: Hahs. youyang and his friend came over too. Now they playing ban 'luck'. But looks like there is no luck here. Hehes :0 Later daniel and co. will be coming over toos with his martell. Woohoo!~ Free liq. These two days were so fun. Parents not in singapore, soo shiok las. But they will be coming home later at 7pm. Sian-ed. Why can't good things always last.. Worst is need to wake up early tomorrow for school at EIGHT FIFTY need to reach school. Boring(!) bo bian las. x: Hope now daniel they'all won't dua us lorhs. Everyone waiting for his martell to come -.- Blog soon (:

Added photos. (:

Bao yu 'jie' & me at iluma toilet (:

Tickets to xmen origin, wolverine movie with dear & ming. It was damn nice (!)

2009-04-27T14:22:00.002+08:00

Oh really? I don't know how to take care of my sister, i agree. But what has it got to do with you ehs!? Those who were not there at the scene don't step one that you were there. Don't know what happen don't assume things. Do you think i want to disturb the fun at there? For what, i'm not that childish. & i have no intention of harming anyone there. Called to say 'we' want to call police -.- never hear properly don't straight away call people to gan. Not picking at anyone nor offending anyone. Just saying about what i feel and what i disagree about.

2009-04-25T03:14:00.001+08:00

Oh yarhs, saw this butterfly at the bus stop on wednesday after accompanying dear to his counselling session. So ke lian lorhs, its wings abit broken liaos. So cannot fly. I even carry it on my finger. So cute. But too bad never take photo with it. Hope its flown somewhere safe. (:

2009-04-25T02:53:00.002+08:00

Cough and cough. Still sick after a week, sian. Really hate this feeling manszx(!) So here am i blogging about what happen today. Damn pissed off. Around 10plus dear and i cabbed down to bedok to meet bao yu, jia jin and denny for makan. But our main reason for going there was not to eat, but was rather to bring my sister home. So after eating the famous bah chor mee at hawker 85 there we went to find my sister. Walked to a far away block, but it was the wrong block ._. Sorry guys :x Made them walk for almost quite long. Hahs, was quite fun walking with them because we were at there laughing. Talking loads of crap las, eg. Chocolate Prince. :x Lmao(!) Don't take it to heart ehs (should know who i'm talking about las) After reaching the house, my sister was not there. Instead she was at a chalet. Everyone was quite tired already, especially my baoyu jie :x And dear's leg was hurting. But despite of that, they still followed me down to pasir ris. Thanks alot people (: Luvyo manys(!) So cabbed down to pasir ris. Saw hiromi and a bunch of girls at mac, so we followed them into the chalet. Half way i saw my sister. At that time i really felt like slapping her damn hard manszx. After what happened the past few days... But since there were her friends there, i gave her face. Talking awhile, she followed me home. Really hate it to be in this position. Now infront of everyone, i'm a bad person. Forcing my sister to go home. But hey, do they know what has been happening. Obviously 'no'. I know at this age everybody want to have loads of freedom and go out until late at night even pass midnight. I've been through that period of my life. But there is a limit to everything. Enjoyment with friends is the most important thing at that age. Friends are precious like fuck. But is this forever? No(!) Since i've already done my part by bringing my sister home, that's it already. This whole running away from home comes to an end now.

Now dear is bathing while i'm waiting for him to play audition with me. Woohoo! Finally can play together liaos. Just had a webcam chat with him online. So fun(!) Off to pei my dear... *hugs ♥

2009-04-21T14:13:00.004+08:00

Now relaxing at home using my new laptop. (: Very happy that i finally have a laptop after waiting for so long. Yesterday was the first day of school. Was sick but still went ahead. Woke up at 6plus, haradly get any sleep because of some things las, don't wish to talk about it anymore. So cabbed down to school ytd, but was still late -.- Met staciy at the bridge before going to class together. We were like so.. late. :x But heng first day of school so teacher never say much. If not that lesson we will be marked as absent. Each lesson was about 2 hours. Long bodoh(!) Break was at 12. Had yong tau foo for lunch. Tasty & cheap. (: After eating we headed to the atirum to look for laptops. Actually thought that after a few days then can get the laptop, but once we pay we can get it straight away liaos. So we chiong go. Hahs, kia su peeps. Bought the laptop i wanted, pink fujitsu the. Very pretty lorhs(!) :o Cabbed home after that cos i don't feel really well. Much thanks to staciy, who helped me carry my laptop things and helping me tell our mentor that i had gone home. Luvyo, girl(!!) (:

Luckily today no school, if not sure shag the. Poor baoyu need to go to school today. Hahs. :x Hope time in school tmrw will pass very fast. 12 can leave liaos. Will be heading to redhill to meet dear, pei him go his counselling session before going to klp to sing K. Baoyu & carol must go hors. *'baoyu, must syhco carol go uhs.' :p

School is not that bad, but i don't really understand all those chimp stuff. Its hard. Hope i can cope. :x Since i have a laptop now, i'll be online most of the time and will try to blog everyday (:

Missing my boy every second. Four months and its still going on. I never want it to end, never. Eternity we will last. I love you, dearest baby. ♥
J, ♥

2009-04-11T02:42:00.002+08:00

Its the third day staying over at dear's house. The feeling is really great. Get to sleep with the one you love. Before you close your eyes he's infront of you, the next morning he's next to you drooling. Hahs. So cute. Headed to tampines to meet denny and his friend. After that went to a church at tampines. It was so boringg. Sorry to say that, but it really was. Slack there until around 8. Cabbed down to bugis to meet youyang & tianhe. Of course we headed to iluma because dear wanted to play his fave game, dragon ball. After that it was about 10plus. Actually had no place to go lerhs. Then the guys suggested to go find bear. So took a bus down to geylang. Sat there and smoke awhile. But bear took so long to come down so we went to a roast duck shop to find a uncle. Before that we went to a gambling area. Dear took out $10. Win $10, but... at last still lose $20 -.- Walked back to find denny & tianhe. Saw 2 policemen walking around that area. Then the 2 matah walked towards the gambling area. The most shocking thing happened (which i did not see before). The area where the gambling tables were dissapeared. I was like 'omfg!' they was so fast. We walked away for less than 5mins, the whole area was cleared including the tables. That was fucking fast manszx! Was quite shocked. They can perform magic show lorhs. Hahs. Continued waiting awhile for bear but it was already pass midnight so dear and i decided to go home. Cabbed back home while youyang took a bus home, so kelian. :x Saw him waiting for bus alone. When we reached home, before washing up the worst thing happened. Ohmanszx, i kana cut by my shaver. Damn it! It was fucking pain. Cried abit. Then dear 'huhu' my finger. Hahs. He took an ice cube to lessen the pain because no plaster. Washed up and the pain is gone a little. So now i'm here blogging. Left 2 more days to stay at dear's house. Really hate it. But no choice, time has to pass. Hope there will be a chance again, that would be the best thing! Cuddling in a blanket with the aircon on damn cold. Hahs.

Damn! My pay has not come in yet. Fucking irritated by it. Work so hard, in the end.. Delayed pay. Can't do anything beacuse of this. And the worst is, need to deduct $50 for our uniform. Until the day i quit then can get back the $50. The uniform very expensive mehs, need $50. Machiam like got jewel sewed on it lorhs. Anyways, hope i can get a reasonable amount for this month pay.

Four months has passed and the feeling is like it was only the first day. It is never a bore to see him everyday. How i wish these few days would never end.
Forever is the only word i would want to describe my love.
❤ I love jimmy ang zhan yuan(!)

Happiness (!)

2009-04-09T00:52:00.004+08:00

Yays(!) I'm staying overnight at my boyf house. Shocked tht my father actually allowed me to stay. Hahs. But felt quite 'what' tht i treated him very bad in the past. Sorry... These few days will be accompanying dear. Veryy happy(!) Dear's mummy is back in singapore. Will be spending time with her toos. & i miss my bff, staciy ♥♥ Its been some time since i saw her. Hope can meet her soon. It was fun spending every second with her and i'm hoping for more(!) (: Time to spend my precious time with my dearest. Post later...

Lastly, happy four months to my dearest ♥

shocking :x

2009-03-27T13:45:00.003+08:00

I got a shock of my life yesterday when out of the blue my nose started bleeding. It flow like won't stop. So yesterday i didn't go to work. I told my manager last minute. Not suppose to do this th if not kana punish. But luckily my manager understand so she say okay. (: Today won't be able to go too bahs. Scarly later working start to flow again ._. Can die manszx! Anyway will be staying at home for the whole day today. Can't go meet dear because he say maybe his 'siaokia' officer may release them very late, so will be meeting tmolo. Missing him badly(!) Next week is the start of my poly course orientation liaos. Held for 3days. From morning 9.30 to evening 6. Shag man. Somemore its at yck, so far. Bo bian also las, when start school also will be like that th. Time passes very fast, few more weeks and i'm gonna start poly. Very lazy to start school now, feel like extending my holidays. Hahs :x Nothing much to blog liaos...

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND(!)

love has no reason behind it

2009-03-24T15:20:00.004+08:00

Friday
Around noon went to fetch dear from cck. After meeting up with him we went to dear house to put down his heavy camp bag and bath because we going to punggol to eat sushi. The place where i work. (: At his house got 'something' happen. Before we reached dear house, he told me that he have a surprise for me. Didn't thought much about it because i was thinking more about eating sushi :x Hahs. But anyway when we were at his house he asked me to help him hang up his clothes. Then he said that he will close his room door and told me not to knock on it. I thought he was doing 'some things which are not good' so i didn't really bother. I hang finish the clothes then smoke a cigg. After awhile later dear use his hp to call me ._. I almost wanted to kup th, but i still picked up. He asked me to into his room. Didn't really suspect anything las. So i went in... My boyf was not there? I looked on the floor and saw a big heart shape and in it was a letter J and S. I was really very shock!! After that i found dear behind the door. Hiding las :x He told me that this was the surprise he wanted to give me. I felt so touched until i cried. First time my boyf do this for me. Ohmy.. So love him manszx (!) He spend an advance of $100+ for this. It was made of light sticks.

This was what he did for me ♥

After having such a huge surprise we headed down to punggol for our sushi dinner. It was damn nice can. My friend grace was working there so dee siao her. Hahs. Ate quite alot. Dear also ate his favourite salmon sashimi, 2 plates siah. But he still say not enough. :x He big eater las. Hahs. Then sent him to serangoon to meet youyang. After awhile jiu go home liaos.

Saturday
Went to dear house to slack because we spend all our money on the sushi liaos. So pok lerhs. But it was still fun spending time with him. Time passes quite fast even though we never go out. Around 11 i went home. Money does not really led to real happiness. Only spending time with the one you love is the best(!)

Sunday
Had to wake up at 7 plus to go to the boring church. Forced the las. Damn fucked up with sunday mornings. People can sleep late but i have to wake up early. Really no life! Cabbed home at 10 plus because father can't fetch me home for work. Slept for around 1 hour then headed for work at 12. I was almost late. But heng my manager never scold me. Work until 3.30pm. Went home to bath before going to dear's house. Reach there awhile then went to dah pao our dinner. Bbq chicken wings & cheese burger. Shiok! Hahs. But time was running out because dear need to go back to camp lerhs D: Around 9 plus we left his house and took a bus to amk to meet denny. Dear and denny arranged to go back to camp together. So we took a train and i alighted at woodlands to go home.

Today
Damn miss my boyf. He is in camp and i'm at home. So near yet so far. Our hearts are linked but the presence is yet so far. Hope we will be able to meet tomorrow. Later still got work. Boring, but what to do, need to earn money.

2 weeks to our fourth month ♥
2weeks 3 days to ton at dear's house ♥
2 weeks 4days to my pay day (:

Back after mia-ing from blog (:

2009-03-16T20:41:00.004+08:00

Been really busy recently so don't have time to blog. Now currently working lorhs. At suki sushi. Its quite fun but tiring toos. Now at dear's house blogging. He's sleeping cos sick uhs. High fever somemore :x Nothing much really happen these few days. Went out with dear and his friends and working are the only two things i am currently doing. Working can be quite boring at times but thinking about the money given during pay day make me feel thats all worth it las. No need to think and be bothered about money stuff anymore. Tomorrow will be spending the whole day with boyf. :] Will be taking care of him. Won't be blogging after a long time bahs o:

Pulau Ubin :D

2009-02-23T20:23:00.004+08:00

Finally i have time to update! :D Today went to pulau ubin with dear. Cabbed down to changi ferry terminal point to take a boat to pulau ubin. The boat ride was so fun & exciting lorhs. First time after a long time i took a boat. Reached there around 3plus. Had seafood lunch at one of their seafood place. The food was shiok man! Should go there for seafood feast. Hahas. Then went to rent bicycles. Cycled through some kind of forests, up & down sloops, curvey roads & dangerous tracks. Quite scary, no people the lorhs. So wulu :x It was very very tiring, so after awhile we headed back to return the bikes. Took a boat back to singapore. This time we sat at the back of the boat. Very windy, got water splash also. But it started to rain after that. *sianed! I had so much fun with dear today. Woohoo~ :D Now at home with dear. Just finished eating dinner with my mum & dear. We'll be watching dvd later, ' the painted skin'. Can't wait! :D

Some people just won't grow up...

Thanks dear for keeping me company these few days.
I love you (!)

The end of this nonsence.

2009-02-08T18:04:00.003+08:00

Just went for bear's ahma song kah. Very tired... Yesterday everybody all so sian. Machiam no mood to do anything lorhs. Then today around noon need reach the song kah. Can see everyone very tired also. Had the ceremony then headed to lim chu kang burial area. Around 3plus reach back to the song kah place, had lunch then dear went home to rest before going back to camp at night. He's exhausted las. So many things happen make him so dulan. Sorry for causing so much trouble for you D: Anyways he is taking a nap now at home while i'm at my cousin house. Going to sleep over until tmolo. Having an interview tmolo, hope eveything turn out fine. (:

Emiko: My post does not need your precious comments to delete or what-so-ever. If a person ask you to delete your post, i don't think you'll like it either. So please give people their own space to write what they want to. Since you said eveything is settled so i don't expect anymore things to happen.

Not pointing at anyone. Don't use people as a shield for yourself. Dare to do, dare to admit.

No life, peeps (!)

2009-02-07T12:58:00.003+08:00

Spammers are a bunch of attention seekers. Nothing to do so hop here hop there spam people's blog. Nobody step on them also anyhow write those childish things about people. So much time to spend ehs? To spammers: Did i say my boyf is handsome in any of my post? Does his looks really matter so much to you? Did his face make you not happy? Does any part of my body need your concerning comments? Ha, i don't think there's a need for you to write all those words and things in my blog. My tagboard is only for my friends and not for those small kids who anyhow spam people's blog w/o owning up. Bunch of losers ehs. If you've any comments that you're not happy with just keep it to yourself or tell me straight in the face. You do not have to leave your dirty things around which make my blog stinks(!) I don't really think i've to entertain you in anyway. But if you continue to do this, please you're only making a fool of yourself. My blog does not welcome those people who spam w/o any reason, which directly means YOU. So don't mind...step back...and stop dirtying my blog. Thank you.

xiia0Devil: I never say its emiko who does it. Maybe she's guilty? The tag did not mention her name, did it? There are so many girls age 15 going to 16. If she is not the one who did it, why must she tag to say to check her ip. People are not stupid to use their own ip or what right? Not aiming her now. But nobody said its her.

riel: Yarhs, tho i do not really know you. But thanks. (:

Carol: Lols, i know they're a bunch of humjikias. So i also don't really bother liaos. Thanks (: takecare toos sweetie (!)

I DETEST SPAMMERS (!)
Bunch of people who has no life.

Today its our second month. Until now dear hasn't woke up yet D: He must be very tired after yesterday bahs. Hope later can meet him...

One more day...

2009-02-06T12:02:00.002+08:00

Yesterday pei dear go help his officer run some errant. Need to go from one place to another. Luckily we can find the place lorhs. Or else sure very jialat th :x So after taking the things we went to cck arcade, played the fighting game. I won one round! Woohs (: But lose after that las. Still was fun. Headed to the bus stop to send dear back to his camp. Ohh, it was hard to let him go back. Really miss him loads. At his camp he pei me wait for bus before going into the camp. There was this little indian girl in the bus. She very naughty lorhs, keep anyhow touch and pull people hand.Of course i tio las. Scary man, like a mad girl :x My bus stop was next so i faster get out from the seat. Took a train and bus back home. Quite tired las because in the morning woke up early to meet dear. In the end he was the one who is late. Call him to wake up but he continued to sleep until i reach his house. He is sick so can't blame him las. So ke lian lorhs, the officer inside his camp all so bad. Say he faking. Very obvious he is having a fever lorhs >:( Can't stand them. Anyway, tmolo will be meeting dear again. *happy(!)

Left one more day to our second month.

'It' has never changed a bit.

I love you(!)

ell-ohh-veh-ehh ♥

2009-02-03T14:13:00.005+08:00

Isn't it cute. Hahas. Dear caught this from a machine at white sands arcade. Damn cute las. He caught it the second time. Pro ehs. Thanks alot dear. ♥ Then we went to sakae sushi to eat. Eat quite alot of sushi there lorhs. The egg there is the best las. Yummy! (: Really eat until buey sai liaos. Still got mochi ice cream somemore x: Head to the bbq pit after that. Very few people were there because everyone not free bahs. Dear and the guys played 21. Play very long lorhs. tsk. Starting got win, but after that start to lose ._. Around 10.30 liddat we left. Dear send me home before going back to his camp. Scared he tio gan by the officer lorhs. But nothing serious happened, luckily. Today stay at home, very sian las. Nothing to do the. Want go find dear, but can't. The camp very strict the lorhs. Hope tmolo can go meet him. (:

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Four more days to our second month.

Loving him more and more.

Never will it fade away.

♥♥♥♥

Unspeakable love,

2009-02-02T10:40:00.003+08:00

Yesterday many things happened. We went to drink together with dear's friend. Started out to be quite happy. But had a quarrel about some misunderstanding. Didn't know that i would be so sensitive & hurt about it. I really don't want to lose him that's why i thought he did something behind my back. But after finding out the truth, thanks to charis, we finally got back together. I met charis & grace at boat quey. It was my father who brought them there to find me. Very shocked! Until now can't believe it. Then after hanging around the pub, jia jing wanted to go to another pub ._. already very tired & seh liaos. Aiya, but know his reason las, because of grace lorhs. :x Went home to sleep for awhile. Dear called me, actually i was suppose to be the one to wake him up. But too tired until sleep very long. Lols. Dear joined me & my parents for dinner. It was a pleasant one :] Talk & talk & talk. After dinner pei dear go take mc then we were suppose to fetch charis home. Dear talked to her for quite long before she was willing to come home. It was hard, but dear talked until got alot of 'dao li'. Hahas. So we head down to grace house then had dinner at ljs. I am very happy that i can spend time with dear. Thought that eveything would be over at that time. If it really happened, i really don't know what to do D: I love him too much already to even think about that word.

Later going to meet dear :] Woo hoos! Today is tian he birthday, so there will be a bbq tonight. It'll going to be a fun day. Can't wait to spend time with boyf. <3.

I'll cherish him no matter what.

Nothing is so important to me than him.

i [L] you;

._. siannn

2009-01-31T15:36:00.003+08:00

Today is rather a boring day. Sister run away for 4days liaos. Still don't want come back home. She going to be in deep trouble uhs. Thought night life & outside slacking with friends very fun. Don't know when will she be coming home lorhs. Maybe later going to meet her bahs. See whether she got call me nots. Suppose to meet dear today but he say not free. D: Sadded las. Thought at least can see him awhile also satisfied. But... he should be busy bahs. At night free but don't know where to go now. Later going to bring my little cousin out. Hope she guai las :x Nothing much liaos. Hope to meet dear soon...

Boring...

I'm missing him

2009-01-29T18:17:00.004+08:00

Missing my boyf loads now.

Had a fun & happy chinese new year :] Collected quite alot of money. Get to spend time with dear toos. It was the best! Will be meeting dear tmolo at cck, so happy finally can see him again after 2days :x It was a 'long' wait for me. Time goes by very fast when he's by my side, but when he's not around time like stop half way every hour. Torturing deys. Lazy to write liaos.
Ardeos' :]

I miss you & I love you.
Two month is coming...
[J] ♥

2009-01-13T12:52:00.002+08:00

All was just a deep misunderstanding. Everything started cos of a person (currently not sure who). Rumors & gossips started to spread & it changed to another thing. Pass & pass, in th end so many problems start to come out. Until now don't know who is tht person. Dulan las!

Friends should be there for each other but i think i have choosen my friend wrongly. Really regretted all those good things i did for my so-called friends. Now i'm not blaming anyone or what. Felt quite hurt after hearing all those things. But since its th past, i'll not talk about it anymore. Sorry girl, if i've said some things tht are bad about you behind your back. What my boyf said is true. We'll sometimes see each other if we go out as a group. So don't want anymore misunderstandings or other things liaos.

P.s: There's nothing to show off in any relationship. If you want to come into my blog to view, keep your comments to yourself. Self-centered comments will not be entertained.

Its already th past.
Today will end it all.
I'll cherish th friends i've now.

An unforgettable day ♥

2009-01-11T12:37:00.006+08:00

Ming's salmon fish :x

Stupid ming :]

First kite flying w dear ♥

'Wet' kiss (after wet & wild)

So dry....

YouYang & his girlf :]

Act cute ehs :x

First outing to escape theme park w dear ♥

Kisses are sweet ♥

An unforgettable day w dear ♥

♥♥

Ain't it romantic? ♥

First time cycling w dear ♥

Hmms.. Yummy ehs :]

Dear's self-made ice kachang w jelly only.

First soul garden lunch w dear ♥

What a mess :x

First wedding w dear & it'll be forever ♥

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100109 ♥

It was so much fun doing many first things w dear. In th morning met dear at bugis. Suppose to go wedding in audition & eat th but after tht last minute say must go tao eh wedding :x Had soul garden before meeting joyi & her friends. We mostly only eat beef ._. But also very full las. Hahas. After eating went to play pool at fushion. Thn waited for you yang. His girlf come early thn him lorhs. Took a cab down to coasta sands resort. There was very nice. We saw th bride & th tao eh took wedding photos. So sweet ♥ Head back to th chalet & they sign th wedding certificate. Was quite sian at first cos there got nothing to do. After tht went cycling & e.t.p w dear, you yang & his girlf. So fun. This was th first time i went cycling w dear. So romantic ♥ Lols. Dear bo standard las. Cycle so slow :x Very tiring. But still have energy to go escape to have fun :] Th wet & wild was damn wet las. Whole clothes wet like siao. Thn went to dry our clothes w th superman ride. When clothes were half dried we went to th huanted house. Omg! It was damn scary inside. Out of no where suddenly something jump out. Or got wierd wierd sounds th. My dear more evil las. Half way while walking through th huanted house he pangsye me at th back. I became th last. Fcking scary. He was damn scared also lorhs. Keep cover his ear. LOL!! So cute. At one part of th huanted house there was this dead body lying on a bed. We all thought tht the body would jump up thn we keep push each other to th front. But in th end nothing happen ._. Thn we went to take th mini singapore flyer at e.t.p th. So small cans. After tht went to eat thn go back to th chalet. Ming arnd 1plus came to our th chalet. He was near by marhs. Arnd 3plus got a lanjiao taiji. Don't know what thing las. Waste time. Blah blah... Went on until arnd 4plus. Took a cab to geylang. First time go to geylang hotel w my boyf. :x Th rooms were not what i think about. It was small & cosy liddat leas. Slept awhile thn go dear house sleep again. Damn tired lorhs. Currently still at dear's house. Don't think going home today. May be tonning or what. Oh yarhs, bunk is a very messy & got alot taiji th place. Today recieve a message. Thn need call someone. Really very ._. las. Things its already th past. So please stop saying anymore. Its not like you'all understand everything. Don't assume things. & those who want to harm me, so sorry uhs. Its not working. Save your time bahs. So sick & tired about all these stuff. If i'm at fault i'll admit, so don't put things in my mouth. Although i've so called 'put things in your mouth', do you think i want to harm you? For what? Nothing. What kind of friend are you? Tht's all i've to say.

Memories of my 'first' times w dear.

It was an unforgettable day.

Thanks alot dear ♥

aku'cinta'jimmyazy ♥

2009-01-07T11:54:00.002+08:00

The Threesome :]

'Good' girl ehs.

Caught sleeping in th general office :x

SiaoCharBors!

-'-

Busy lady las.

Went to school to fetch my 'sick' meimei home. Step one las. Waited very long before we can go lorhs. Grr.. After tht went for lunch & met grace & sara. Took many crazy pictures cos too bored liaos. Arnd 4 plus went t find dear at cck. Although its far, but its worth it. So miss him when he's in camp. Was late for few minutes :x After meeting dear, we went to eat long john. Dear say he want eat th :] Lols. Cck really nothing t do th lorhs. But with my dear's company, its never boring. ♥ Oh yarhs, saw shirlyn & girlyn at lot 1. Got fate ehs. :x Hahas. So arnd 8plus i fetched dear back t his camp. There was like so wu lu lorhs. Nothing except for bagalahs. They don't know keep kua simi lorhs. Erxin! Time flies whenever i'm w dear. 9plus leave dear's camp & took mrt & bus home. Shag siah. Slept in th bus awhile.

Today's our one month ♥. Spending time w dear its always very sweet. He's always there for me whenever i need him, & i'll be there for him toos. I can't describe my love for him, but it has increased. & now i'm so attached to him tht even a single minute i'll be missing him badly. My promise to him is tht i'll never ever leave him. & i'm very sure i'll keep it. I love you loads, my dear ♥ Will be seeing him on sat, hopefully. Imy ♥

071208; th day it all started.

070109; our first month together.

We'll last forever ♥

I love [J]immyAZY

Our Love, now and forever. ♥

2009-01-03T14:12:00.003+08:00

Hot! :x

欢欢 & 缘缘 ♥

My cute boyf ♥

020109 & 030109, having th best time of my life w dear ♥

He's mine & i'm his ♥

2009-01-03T03:02:00.004+08:00

Today spend th night at dear house. Feel very happy :] Rly miss him alot when he's in camp lorhs. Had many 'problems' when want stay at dear house lorhs :x But luckily w my 'daddy' help i finally can stay. Weets! :] After talking alot w dear mummy & ahgong we brought girlgirl (dear's dog) out. Went to mac to eat supper. I like bringing doggy go out. So fun las. Like our dog lorhs. Lols :p Girlgirl walk like very jialat liddat. She's damn cute cans. At dear house girlgirl keep lc w me until dear don't dare kiss me liaos :c Somemore ask me go brush teeth!! Head back to dear house after tht. On th way home my kumgong dear throw his ice cream away thn it landed on our whole body! Idoit lorhs. Had to bath. Dear so good help me wash hair . First time my boyf help me wash hair lorhs ♥ Thn blow dry my hair :] I love him loads! ♥ I don't bother what others say about today las. Want kp or whatever just say to yourself las. I only want spend time w my dear. Hardly can... Went for pizza lunch w my mummy yesterday w dear. Sorry mummy for not coming home yesterday. You should know how i feel. Anyways, many things happen. Spend my first countdown in my whole life w dear. It was... very romantic even though got two other couple & my meimei. But it was still very romantic. Watch th fireworks together. Dear actually didn't wanted to come out th, but i said i wanted to watch th fireworks w him so he came out. I love you dear! ♥ I rly hope tht time would stop here. I had my first movie w dear on 271208. Watched twilight. It was boring at first but ending quite nice :] Before th movie we keep hop cinema :x wanted to watch bedtime stories th. Stupid las. Hahas. But in th end can't find th stupid cinema. Our tickets was 13 14. Sweet hors ♥ * it was picked by chance, didn't expect it. Even though dear didn't unterstand what th movie was about he still sat there until th whole movie ended. Cute las ! :]

Hope can spend more time w him. Miss him alot when he's in camp. Now i'm serious w this r/s. I know he's th one i have been looking for. Will last w him forever. People say there's no forever in this world but i'll make it th first to happen. Nothing will change my love for him. Sticking w him for life. & no matter what happens i'll be th first person to be there for him. I love you, dear. ♥

Spending every second, minute & hour w you is etched in my memory forever.
Never ever will i leave you, i promise.
071208; forever lasting.
[J]immy's one & only girl ♥

2009-01-02T21:52:00.003+08:00

Tickets to th zoo & first movie w dear ♥

Countdown t 2009 w dear ♥

I love you,

2008-12-24T13:43:00.007+08:00

From my sweet boyf. ♥♥

Pink couple of the day ! ♥

So cute :]

131208 ♥

Th day at th zoo w my dear :] It was very fun las. But had to spend very little time cos had to go homw early to pack for taiwan. So miss my dear... Finally can see him, very happy. :] Zoo can't smoke th lorhs! :x So sian. Anyways we saw many many animals las. All very cute. I was very happy to spend time w dear. But will miss him cos can't see him for about a week :c When it was time to go home, tht was th saddest part. Can't bear to go home. Th rose dear bought for me was damn nice & sweet lorhs. Didn't expect it :x When he gave me i was very shocked. Hahas. But i love it alot :] Thanks dear for letting me have such a great & memoriable day w you ♥ After tht we went to bunk. My meimei las, want people go home w her. Bo bian lorhs. :x Saw kaixinguo, suaner, amber & alot bunkers. Dear send us home even though he already veru tired lerhs. He's th best boyf i ever had! :] Love you loads! ♥

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Sunday came. Had to say our 'last' goodbyes. :c Cried a little las. Can't help it marhs. Had to be apart for 1 week. Its a torture manszx! Th taiwan trip was fun too. Especially th theme parks. So shiok! Play like siao. Lols. Get to know friends too. Shirlyn, Jamie, Girlyn, xiao bang & jamie bro. Also get to know 2 couples :] But th only thing tht sucks is tht we can't shop alot. Suppose to buy alot things th lorhs. But no time :x So bought some small gifts for my friends. Rly miss dear during my trip. Skip those bad things las.

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Woots! Can meet dear lerhs. Ran out in th night to meet him. So scary las. But it was worth it. :] Went to pasir ris beach. Dear was damn sweet las. Gave me a self-made heart shaped ring using a 10dollar note. It was very nice. Nobody ever gave me this lorhs. I'll never forget tht day. Thn dear told me a next chill girl story. There was already very cold liaos. Thn th story made me more cold. *Laughs! Time really passes very fast whenever i'm w him. Missing him loads.

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Th day you entered my life, everything changed.

Bad memories of th past has been erased.

Th only memories i have now is, you & me.
You're everything to me ♥

2008-12-13T20:19:00.002+08:00

I MISS & LOVE MY DEAR ♥♥

[J] my one & only ♥

2008-12-13T19:57:00.009+08:00

This post is specially for my dear, [J]immy ♥

Dear, i alrdy forget him & th things between me & him its th past liaos. In my heart there's only you & no one else. If you are doubting my love now, i rly have nothing to say :c I promise you tht i'll not hong or two-time you okays. My past is very complicated th, if you know you'll also think so. I don't know what i have to do or say to make you believe me. But i know deep in my heart tht i'll love you now & forever okays. Don't ever doubt my love alrights. It breaks my heart to see you liddat too. When you send me tht msg i rly don't know what to do. I feel very sad las. i rly don't feel like writing liaos......

From th day you came into my life, i know tht you're th one.
071208 , tell me it will never end.
I know tht you're th only one for me.
Don't ever doubt my love ♥