Oh really? I don't know how to take care of my sister, i agree. But what has it got to do with you ehs!? Those who were not there at the scene don't step one that you were there. Don't know what happen don't assume things. Do you think i want to disturb the fun at there? For what, i'm not that childish. & i have no intention of harming anyone there. Called to say 'we' want to call police -.- never hear properly don't straight away call people to gan. Not picking at anyone nor offending anyone. Just saying about what i feel and what i disagree about.

Oh yarhs, saw this butterfly at the bus stop on wednesday after accompanying dear to his counselling session. So ke lian lorhs, its wings abit broken liaos. So cannot fly. I even carry it on my finger. So cute. But too bad never take photo with it. Hope its flown somewhere safe. (:

Cough and cough. Still sick after a week, sian. Really hate this feeling manszx(!) So here am i blogging about what happen today. Damn pissed off. Around 10plus dear and i cabbed down to bedok to meet bao yu, jia jin and denny for makan. But our main reason for going there was not to eat, but was rather to bring my sister home. So after eating the famous bah chor mee at hawker 85 there we went to find my sister. Walked to a far away block, but it was the wrong block ._. Sorry guys :x Made them walk for almost quite long. Hahs, was quite fun walking with them because we were at there laughing. Talking loads of crap las, eg. Chocolate Prince. :x Lmao(!) Don't take it to heart ehs (should know who i'm talking about las) After reaching the house, my sister was not there. Instead she was at a chalet. Everyone was quite tired already, especially my baoyu jie :x And dear's leg was hurting. But despite of that, they still followed me down to pasir ris. Thanks alot people (: Luvyo manys(!) So cabbed down to pasir ris. Saw hiromi and a bunch of girls at mac, so we followed them into the chalet. Half way i saw my sister. At that time i really felt like slapping her damn hard manszx. After what happened the past few days... But since there were her friends there, i gave her face. Talking awhile, she followed me home. Really hate it to be in this position. Now infront of everyone, i'm a bad person. Forcing my sister to go home. But hey, do they know what has been happening. Obviously 'no'. I know at this age everybody want to have loads of freedom and go out until late at night even pass midnight. I've been through that period of my life. But there is a limit to everything. Enjoyment with friends is the most important thing at that age. Friends are precious like fuck. But is this forever? No(!) Since i've already done my part by bringing my sister home, that's it already. This whole running away from home comes to an end now.

Now dear is bathing while i'm waiting for him to play audition with me. Woohoo! Finally can play together liaos. Just had a webcam chat with him online. So fun(!) Off to pei my dear... *hugs ♥

Now relaxing at home using my new laptop. (: Very happy that i finally have a laptop after waiting for so long. Yesterday was the first day of school. Was sick but still went ahead. Woke up at 6plus, haradly get any sleep because of some things las, don't wish to talk about it anymore. So cabbed down to school ytd, but was still late -.- Met staciy at the bridge before going to class together. We were like so.. late. :x But heng first day of school so teacher never say much. If not that lesson we will be marked as absent. Each lesson was about 2 hours. Long bodoh(!) Break was at 12. Had yong tau foo for lunch. Tasty & cheap. (: After eating we headed to the atirum to look for laptops. Actually thought that after a few days then can get the laptop, but once we pay we can get it straight away liaos. So we chiong go. Hahs, kia su peeps. Bought the laptop i wanted, pink fujitsu the. Very pretty lorhs(!) :o Cabbed home after that cos i don't feel really well. Much thanks to staciy, who helped me carry my laptop things and helping me tell our mentor that i had gone home. Luvyo, girl(!!) (:

Luckily today no school, if not sure shag the. Poor baoyu need to go to school today. Hahs. :x Hope time in school tmrw will pass very fast. 12 can leave liaos. Will be heading to redhill to meet dear, pei him go his counselling session before going to klp to sing K. Baoyu & carol must go hors. *'baoyu, must syhco carol go uhs.' :p

School is not that bad, but i don't really understand all those chimp stuff. Its hard. Hope i can cope. :x Since i have a laptop now, i'll be online most of the time and will try to blog everyday (:

Missing my boy every second. Four months and its still going on. I never want it to end, never. Eternity we will last. I love you, dearest baby. ♥
J, ♥

Its the third day staying over at dear's house. The feeling is really great. Get to sleep with the one you love. Before you close your eyes he's infront of you, the next morning he's next to you drooling. Hahs. So cute. Headed to tampines to meet denny and his friend. After that went to a church at tampines. It was so boringg. Sorry to say that, but it really was. Slack there until around 8. Cabbed down to bugis to meet youyang & tianhe. Of course we headed to iluma because dear wanted to play his fave game, dragon ball. After that it was about 10plus. Actually had no place to go lerhs. Then the guys suggested to go find bear. So took a bus down to geylang. Sat there and smoke awhile. But bear took so long to come down so we went to a roast duck shop to find a uncle. Before that we went to a gambling area. Dear took out $10. Win $10, but... at last still lose $20 -.- Walked back to find denny & tianhe. Saw 2 policemen walking around that area. Then the 2 matah walked towards the gambling area. The most shocking thing happened (which i did not see before). The area where the gambling tables were dissapeared. I was like 'omfg!' they was so fast. We walked away for less than 5mins, the whole area was cleared including the tables. That was fucking fast manszx! Was quite shocked. They can perform magic show lorhs. Hahs. Continued waiting awhile for bear but it was already pass midnight so dear and i decided to go home. Cabbed back home while youyang took a bus home, so kelian. :x Saw him waiting for bus alone. When we reached home, before washing up the worst thing happened. Ohmanszx, i kana cut by my shaver. Damn it! It was fucking pain. Cried abit. Then dear 'huhu' my finger. Hahs. He took an ice cube to lessen the pain because no plaster. Washed up and the pain is gone a little. So now i'm here blogging. Left 2 more days to stay at dear's house. Really hate it. But no choice, time has to pass. Hope there will be a chance again, that would be the best thing! Cuddling in a blanket with the aircon on damn cold. Hahs.

Damn! My pay has not come in yet. Fucking irritated by it. Work so hard, in the end.. Delayed pay. Can't do anything beacuse of this. And the worst is, need to deduct $50 for our uniform. Until the day i quit then can get back the $50. The uniform very expensive mehs, need $50. Machiam like got jewel sewed on it lorhs. Anyways, hope i can get a reasonable amount for this month pay.

Four months has passed and the feeling is like it was only the first day. It is never a bore to see him everyday. How i wish these few days would never end.
Forever is the only word i would want to describe my love.
❤ I love jimmy ang zhan yuan(!)

Happiness (!)

Yays(!) I'm staying overnight at my boyf house. Shocked tht my father actually allowed me to stay. Hahs. But felt quite 'what' tht i treated him very bad in the past. Sorry... These few days will be accompanying dear. Veryy happy(!) Dear's mummy is back in singapore. Will be spending time with her toos. & i miss my bff, staciy ♥♥ Its been some time since i saw her. Hope can meet her soon. It was fun spending every second with her and i'm hoping for more(!) (: Time to spend my precious time with my dearest. Post later...

Lastly, happy four months to my dearest ♥